..................FRESH.......................

Everything starts from FRESH like a tasty fruits that display on the basket

Every Bread baked from the oven FRESH selling that put on the baker shop

Every Dream FRESH from the starts ,once it continue .does it really keep it that way or because expirate day .

I always Being tell by other people that I'm FRESH to all the things at the first minute then quickly attach to that items by the second minute but my FRESH-NESS Fade every fast in Third Minute .

Same things to the all ,I do feels that I am like what other people describe ,it is such a bad things ,Whether in my career or my relationship .i'm always like that ,felt that its my personalities caused that ,do try to change it once and done it twice but everytime i Just failed badly.

Help me ! But do reliase that there's no therapy about this treatment ,the only cure to this problem is your own superself ,Same reflextion to other people mind ,i'm also the fresh fruit when they first met but quickly turns into expirate day .

There's should be no expirate day about relationship unless it got possion. not every person can understand you ,you cant expect other people to follow your path ,it just wrong ,Human are human .not robot ,thats the beautiful things about human because we all are different & unique from each other ,yeah ,still always someone out-there have similar personalities like i do but this aint excuse to change up my own ,if continue like this ,it will only harm me or turn me in even worst crime that it would never ever imagine of will happen .

FRESH-NESS
It is charming ,yet dangerous .when first register to enter the game ,should read the terms & condition careful because there's always virus out there that will hack you .must build a firewall to prevent it happen ..

next time i will be careful about fresh,dont puck the fresh fruits when u first see it ,whether it got possion or not,you never know ,even though time will prove but the main point that we talking about here its how long those fresh-ness will last ...

once its over,you will never imagine whats the next step ...
what should i do now ?

Zip

NO More Critic
NO More Bad judgement
NO More Lie

I Better zip it and keep it to myself
I should have learn how to speak to myself privately
I had to being more nice personalities than Now How i am

Do you think that now GOD upgraded already ?
For Chirst sakes ,The Bad things that comes out from the mouth will come back to you eventually .

No more wait ,just click like that !
So i better ZIP IP

shhh ....

Shhh .....
Leave me alone
I want my Life surrond my love .
I want my memory fills with happiness & perfection .
I want my Photo albums full of greatest moment of my family & friends .

WHY ?
You wants to know about how i feel ?
You really do ?
I know I am not a good human being .I know I am no where near okay
I probably done too many mistakes that rub other people in wrong way
I can said out something without really thinks sometimes that might hurt your feelings .
Sorry for all of it .

STOP IT !
I hated when other people tried to ruined my self
Why there's always people who wants to destroy what you have
Sarcastic things is maybe I am the person that can makes you jealous ? feeling the treat ?
Or should i change myself ....

ENOUGH
I am sick of it
Give me a break .I quit !
You win .
Look What have you win ? Nothing !
I rather have a friend then a enemy ........

Its time for you to reliase wining isnt about ruined other people ,for me i'm the winner since day one .

BRAVE

Let me Know ,Share with me .

I think I can Understand how you feels .

Despite how awful & Mean those sword words could be .

At Least I'm still here .

~ TELL ME .TELL ME ~
I'm a Good Listener .I swear I wont Critic a thing & I swear I will keep your secret .

Do you see this photo ?! Such a beautiful Rainbow ,it is Big.Bold & Brave

The Signature scene doesnt not just proven that it is beautiful but also strong with powerful .

You are Not Happy ,I understand that .

You deserve to be Happy but you couldt feels that

You have many things wants to share with your family

But you just couldt .

I understand how you feels ,I understand your Fear & I understand your pain .

You Need a friend who is care about you

You Need a family who always there for you 24.7

You Need a place thats makes you feels secure

You Deserve to have all the things .

JUST DO IT .....

It doesnt matter what other people think

It doesnt matter what other people said

I believe in you & you believe in me .

For those who critic you today ,let it go because they will eventually understand it someday

For those who wants to burn the hells out of this ,let it free because you are a butterfly

For those who dont understand ,its okay ,give them sometimes .

NO more lonely

NO more Pain

NO more Suffering

Just LOVE

Tell me everything ,share with me .I wanna know .whether you are happy or sad ,I just wants to let you know that i'll always be there for you .

I'll never give up on you .

Do you reliase that you are become stronger and stronger every single day ?!

You are STRONG ! BRAVE ! Every Good words that can praise about you .

Just talk to me when you are not happy ,

BEAR IN MIND .

I am a good listener & a friend .

Boom

BOOM !

Tell me what you think .

BOOM !

Tell me whats going on.

BOOM !

Tell me what The Fuck you are doing

BOOM !

Tell me that you are explode like a nuclear Bomb !

BOOM !

Tell me that this will be your last time .

Why everytime have to create the world third war ?! Without fights.gossip.war ,Life's still going on ,As Dramatic as TV Show it could be but it isnt that entertaining when you find your line is like a script that running on your TV/INTERNET .

We Dont Need a Dramatic climax storyline to shake up our life ,as boring as it probably seen ,you should really let yourself see through the real essence of life knowledge .What have you learn since the day you are born .....

Get a Head Therapy

Get a Sleeping Pill

Get a Punching Bag

Get a New Lover

Get a Lot of Money

But its that what you really wants ?

There's a list of what you want

1. Friend

2. Money

3. Power Control

4. Happiness

5. Relationship

6. Love

7. Beauty

8. Glam

9. Perfection

10. Brain

But Do you reliaze everything comes to the end when you put a nuclear bomb ?

BOOM BOOM BOOM BOOM BOOM BOOM BOOM BOOM BOOM BOOM BOOM BOOM

Thats not just make your life better ,in fact you put a distance through all your friendship .

I seen the real you ,Not just he ,Not just She .Not just It .

Do you really know what you doing ?! are you seeking for desperation love ?! TELL ME

We All could be there for you .

We All are tired

We All are Sick of your action .

Mind to wake the FUCK UP ?!

I could write a song that hate about you just like Taylor Swift

I could Write a book that hate about you just like THE DEVIL WEAR PRADA

I could shout out on my Facebook wall just like Some Desperate LOSER does

I could write a Hated Character based on you just like GOSSIP GIRL

I could do anything when i hated you .

Does thats make me or the person feels better ?!

The answer is NO ,

Someday you probably wake up ......

Can that be possible ?

Just keep our hands tight & close .pray for love that spread around us ,

Hope someday you can wake up from nightmare and reliaze there's love in this world

LET IT GO .

LET YOUR PAIN GO BY ITSELF ,DONT THROW IT TO SOME INNOCENTS EVER AGAIN

Because that is what it does .

Someday when we all tired about you ,you should reliase it is GONE ,.

Like Kelly Clarkson song

'' Already Gone .....Already Gone .......Already Gone ...........''

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MY dedication post for a friend

Happiness

HAPPINESS

It is actually easy than what we though

It is something you should share with the one you Love

It is a emotion of Joy & Celebration

My Happiness Comes from deep inside my heart ,Even i admit to be a person who looking for Perfection but not everytime that it have to be something Rich or Bold to lighten up my world .

Branded clothing & Fancy stuff Would makes my world gone butterfly ...

Most Time You should be know that it is very easy to have Happiness ,Dont ever compare with other people that what you dont have ,Life as easy & Happy going when you surrounded with people you love .then the atompshere & the air would makes me breaths for another fresh air

Makes me wants to shout that I am glad to live another day .

There Might not have A PLACE CALLED HAPPINESS In this earth ,if there's one I will bring all the people who i love to go over there and live forever .

Even if there's really no excist in the map ,i still know there's left a place call happiness and it located inside my heart ,I wants to spread my butterfly .goes into your heart & lets you know about my happiness ..

Leave the dark room in the back ,because there's happiness waiting for you .

Dont ever let Dark-force control your life now ,When your life fill with Happiness ,you reliaze .

a Simple thing can also makes you HAPPY .

Parents

If Someday I have Lost my Memory Nor I am No live here anymore ,I would love to dedicated something for my Parents .

Dad & Mommy are in love ,I am their fourth child .

They give me Love since i live in a little world inside Mommy Body .

I can Remember the first time where you touch my little hands

I can Remember the first meal that you cook for me

I can Remember you always next to me every single night reading fairly tale

I can Remember you always hug me when i'm feels scare

I can Remember You Kiss me when i'm Happy

I can Remember you hold my hands when walk down to the road

I can Remember you watching me walking the first step

I can Remember EVERYTHING .

There's a time in kindergarden i'm scream that please dont leave me ......I still can remember .

You always gives & save the best for me .

I feels that sometimes i do not grow up and i am too scare to grow up because as the day i grow older ,see the gray hair starts to grow more and more .thats the time i'm scare of losing you both

NO matter how old I am .i am still the baby the day i'm born .i always belong to you ...

Friendship

Friend. I Dont Need Too much

Friend. I Dont Need Over Thousand In my Facebook Who Couldt barely know who I am

Friend. I Dont Want to be sosial with them

Friend !

I just Need a REAL FRIEND .

A Friend who Can listen to you when your worst day come

A Friend who can share with your happyness & sadness

A Friend Who can shout or Yell because they care about you

A Friend Who Can Understand & Respect your Decision

A Friend Who can guide you when you feel like you losing Direction

A Friend Who Will Cheer you up & brings you love when you wants to give up

A Friend Who is there no Matter what happen

A Friend Who is a good listener & a good advicer but cant decided what to do

I just want a Friend who can understand my feelings ,I wants to share with them the feeling when i wants to spread the love ,Someone who would stop me from continue tearing down and next to me when i need to sholder .

Working in the sosial world out there is hard and tired but at least whenever how tired I am ,besides Dearest Family ,At Least there's someone there cares about me .

Friend I am Lucky you have you in my life ,

We probably should meet each other early but at least I am glad that I have friend like you

A TRUE .REAL GOOD FRIEND

Cheers to the Good Friends

Thanks for being part of my life chapter .I love you all soo much .

Peace

I Just want my Life to be peace & Love ...

Am I asking too much .Saying out this word could be easy but when everytime really falls on yourself .would you easily handle it like what you could think of ?!

Maybe I am a human being afterall ,They (God) Already have the plan for us when we're born ,we'll never know what happen tomorrow .

Live your Life .

Celebrate what your Have

Enjoy this moment because you may lose everything by tomorrow ,when everytime i did not listen to the people that love me and doing things that hurt them ,i always though that this makes me happier but in fact i am not just hurting them but same time hurting myself .

A Thousand words would lean me to world of peace when I Read them out but do my heart really feels the same ?!

If I want my world to be peace ,is it i should starts with myself first ?! Am i making too much mistakes now this already not becoming an question ,the answer that can reply to this matter is to fix what you have ,instead of just sit there & keep blaming myself ,it should be just starts from yourself .....

Peace ...and Secure ,Just the warm feelings when your parents hold your hands when you are little ,i just wish i can go back to that time ....

Life's Goes On

Take A breath of The Taste of this Fresh Air ,Now I understand everything ,I am tired of the bad influence & bad words spread around my world .

I Had this enough

I Heard too much crap

I Just wants to be silent

I Wants everything to stop at this moment

Can Life's Goes On ?!

I'm too tired to heard what i dont want to know & why everything Have to be like this in this way ..... Can the evil swords to pointing at me ,I have give up to fight you people back when your evil spreads inside my world ,Can you just stop doing this to me ....

Do you know Life's Goes on when you can forgive about everything .....

There's Always love Around Us

When The Flower Stop Smiling to you

When The Bird Stop Singing in the Morning

When The Sun seems like never wake up

When The Dream falls apart like a broken Glass

When The Time you Have this feelings inside your heart

NEVER GIVE UP ...

I Know this is tough ,It is hard & pain but Remember one there

Because there's Always love Around Us .

I can feels the tears running through my eyes

I can fear the unknown that haunt me someday

I can Sense the unsecure Goes around my Atompshere

I dont Know what can I do when i sit in the corner inside this dark room

I couldt breath ,I felt like I have loose everything i have

I wants to pills that put me to sleep and forget about everything .

Whenever I Standing there alone ,All my fear comes through my heart .

I have No Direction

I have No Map to lead me

I have No One that can understand me

I have No Hope to live this life anymore

YES ! I Have all those feelings and I used to have that .

''I wanna know what love is ..I want you to show me ........''

To My Dearest Family & Best Friends ,

Thanks to Being with me when the shadow overcome myself ...

Thanks for bring me the flowers & roses that lighten my life

Thanks for the letters & notes that keeps my dream alive

Thanks for the shoulders & hands when I Lose my direction

Thanks for the warmness when i feels like endless winter falls inside my heart

And best of all Thanks for Let me Know there's always LOVE around US .

THANKS .................